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הגב לנושא זה פרסם נושא חדש פרסם סקר

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פורסם ב: Feb 16 2011, 04:35 AM
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“We’re chain-smoking vegans.”
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זה חלק (פרק, אפשר לומר), ממשהו שכתבתי... אשמח לתגובות בונות, זה מאוד חשוב לי. תודה.

Chaos:

I flew up to the rock-hard sun, my black angel wings carrying up the blood-red sky. There was a strong wind, so strong I thought I was going to crash into one of the chewed-bubblegum clouds. I saw useless facts fly all around me, equations that no longer meant anything in this chaos. They bumped into each other, making a long statement of letters and numbers. It equaled nothing. I saw bright neon ghosts standing next to the spirits of disbelief, chatting about one of those things I know I’ll never understand so I never try to. I hared their sweet voices as they crawled around my bear ankles. I saw Trisha waving at me, a hollow figure made of tattoos. I saw the bright purple sky come through the gaps between roses and broken hearts and crossed out names of people that betrayed her. Jerome floated next to her, but he was just a knife that cuts itself, just cuts and cuts and cuts. I waved at them, at their meaningless smiles. I waved and waved, kept on staring at them until a black hole passed through and sucked them into it.
I turned around and kept flying up. The wind was getting stronger as I went up, but it got easier to fly against it. I hared faint screams and cries, but they are nothing compared to the ticking noise. Like a million clocks, a million hearts beating together. It was so hard to notice the noise before because it was always there. Maybe just for me, because right under my feet there were a millions people going crazy because of it, a person for each ticking clock and for each beating heart. I didn’t mind the noise. I kept flying higher and higher and higher, and the air got denser and denser as the sky’s purple got darker and darker. I didn’t mind. It wasn’t dangerous, unworthy of my worries. I saw the world getting smaller and the sun getting bigger. The rays it shone on me were freezing, like invisible ice burning down my skin deep into me, waking up emotions that I thought I killed. I felt everything all together. The noise got louder and louder with every heartbeat. I felt hollow like Trisha, I felt Jerome’s knife cut through me, even though he was far behind. I fought the feelings and flew higher. Every inch added feelings to my heart. Trust, mistreatment, love, hate, pain, depression, happiness. Every ray of sunshine was a burden, an infinite weight on my back, pushing me down. The noise kept on a constant rate of getting louder. I looked down and saw nothing, just the endless purple of the sky. My heart was overloading with emotions. I felt it bleeding inside me. The noise got louder. The weight got heavier. My heart grew denser with all the emotions. And then, in one big boom I exploded. I fell into a million pieces down, and down and down and down. The noise changed it’s beat, adding one more note to its sequence. It was my heartbeat. It was my soul, and my body, and my identity. I don’t think I ever hit the ground. All my pieces were just hanging around, lost. I felt no relief, just pressure, endless pressure on each of my million pieces.
And then I woke up, but the pain wouldn’t go away.


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Sister, visit us yesterday,
Sister, don't you forget my number, on this door.
You've got something and it's so good to see,
Something wonderful that I could not be.
Everybody hanging on for their lives,
But you can't help them 'cos you don't have the time.

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